怎么办？？

最近超不爽的，

好像每件事都很不顺利的感觉。。

昨天弄不见朋友的pendrive，

算了，当我粗心大意，

买回一个一样的给他当赔罪。。

怎知道找偏整个我住的地方，

打了无数个电话求救，

都找不到一样牌子的。。

怎么办？？ T_T

没办法，只能慢慢找。。

最近精神分裂好像严重了。。

恶魔的自己总是出来使坏，

最惨的是他都是选中我最恶魔的一点，

常常不想早早起来，觉得反正不去上课都没关系。。

补眠更幸福！！

而且更恶魔的是要我乱花钱，

乱埋一通，买了什么我也不太清楚。。

现在我真得很穷了。。。

或许是这样，恶魔的自己力量减落，

但是现在我有很想逃课了，

不想等放学，好累。。（ 提起恶魔，恶魔出现 )

希望天使能打败恶魔，

因为继续让恶魔得逞，

我就糟了！！

我也要去对付恶魔了。。

加油！！天使的自己~~

How to make our life happy??

Today is the first day for our individual presentation..
all the students are well prepare before they stand in front to talk..
the most attractive is one of my friend's presentation...
she talk a very good topic which is: How to make our life happy??

She mention many point to make our life happy,
she found this information from a book..

But so sorry to said that,
In my opinion,
i do not agree some of the point that my friend mention..

For me,
want to have a happy life is need to know how to let go..

let go??

Yes,let go...
when you having alot of problem,
or you carry very heavy burden,
do you think you can leave happily???
I don't think so..
that why we need to let go..
try to let go or give up something that is not belong to you,
if the things is not belong to you,
you work so hard or do so hard to get it,
it also won't belong to you...
I NOT MEANS THAT YOU NO NEED TO WORK HARD!!

Then is forgive..
Forgive is the most difficult action...
can you forgive your enemy,
can you throw away your hate feeling??
can you forgive the people who really hurt you??
That is very hard..
so,when you know what is forgive,
you can feel that actually they are not so bad..
actually you can communicate better with them..

Love yourself!!
can you eating alone and won't feel lonely??
can you talk to yourself and enjoy when you are alone??
My tutor is right,
she said "before you love other people,you must know how to love yourself first,
when you know how to love yourself, you only will know how to love other people"
Yes,LOVE YOURSELF!!

Then must know give and take...
when you are live in this society,
you must know how to give and take..
try to give to other people,
it can be anything,
a smile,
a greeding and so on..
don't keep it..
when you know how to give,
people will let you take...
because no people can just give and do not take..

We need to feel thankful to all the people,
even our enemy,
thanks to them give you chance to change yourself to be more better..
thanks to the people who really help you..

Well,this is just my opinion how to be happy,
maybe different people have different way to be happy..
but i feel, i am very happy now..

Presentation..

I am a college student,
i have alot of assignment need to do...
but it is ok to me because i still can search it or find the information in the library..

Presentation,
is the most scary thing for me in my college life..

why??
because my english is not very good..
wan me write something in english already make me very scare..
now i need to talk in front of the student..

Oh my god!!!

I really scare it..
even i prepare it very well before my presentation,
but when i stand in front of all the student,
i will scare until my brain blank..

Blank??

Yes, really blank...
all the information that i remember will gone,
and my voice will tremor...
if i bring the note with me,
i can say i am reading but not presenting...

Now i need to find one topic for my presentation,
I really don't know what topic can i say...

I feel very scare for that...

Haix,continue finding what topic to present...
Bye!!

busy.......

Now the time is 0040...
it is a very quite night,
I am still here to blogging..
Am i crazy???

Haha,don't worry..
I am not..

but i will getting crazy very soon..

yes, very soon..

Why so late but i still here??

GOOD QUESTION!!!

because I am doing assignment right now..

I am a college student,
i am in year 2 first semester and doing my first assignment in year 2..

I still have 5 assignment need to do in the same time..
and need to pass up in the same week..

Oh my god, i wil getting crazy..

Lucky, i still have some time to blogging here..
like this i can relax a bit,
and no need to face all the text book and information..

Very very busy...
who can help me???

I need to go back to my work now..
Good bye everyone..T_T

亲情。。

亲情到底是什么？？

你知道吗？？

有人说亲情是在你失落，不开心的时候，
总是给你鼓励，
不放弃你的人。。。

亲情永远都是对你最好的。。
是吗？？

我最近不同意这样的说法，
因为我最近很怕回家，

原因？？
因为我最近和妹妹们无话可说。。

我和妹妹从小就不是一起住的，
我是跟婆婆住的，
而妹妹他们和爸妈一起住。。

最近因为妈妈必须到比较远的地方工作，
所以妹妹都过来婆婆这里住。。
他们一起长大，
又说不完的话题，
而我，
只能在一旁聆听。。

试着喜欢他们喜欢的书，
听他们喜欢的歌，
看他们喜欢的电影~~

只为了能融入他们。。

但是我还是觉得我与他们之间还是有很大的距离，
其中一个妹妹最近都不和我说话，
原因是什么我也不知道，
但是一句话也不愿意跟我说。。。

所以最近我很害怕回家，
因为我觉得他们好像不把我当成姐姐。。
自私的我宁愿逃避。。
我不想知道。。

最近我只要想到着这个问题我就很想哭，
哭出来了，
但是也不会更好。。。

我受够了，
但是不敢说。。
所以只能来这里发泄。。
就只能这样。。。

摩天轮。。

摩天轮代表了什么？？
看着摩天轮的旋转，我这么想。。
他是代表着命运的转动，还是诉说着人生最后还是回到原点？？

这天我们在摩天轮上转了很多圈，我在想着这样的问题，
但是我觉得应该说摩天轮想说着人生最后还是会回到原点。。

摩天轮的感觉是多么的美，

我们每个人的人生就好像摩天轮，

从出生就在转啊，转的，

成长，工作，忙碌。。。

一直一直的在转，

到最后还是转回原点，

回到我们到来的那个地方。。。

Sad...

I feel very sad...

I don't know why I have this kind of feeling...

Maybe...I am reading to his blog...

I feel that I am getting far from him....

Even it's already more than a year....

but the distance between us can make me scare...

Maybe i am wrong...I did not treasure our love...

Maybe i did not try to understand him..

I am very scare...scare everything will change...

feel that his heart is not mine...

Crying alone but don't dare let him know my feeling...

I am just keep everything...I won't show him even my heart is pain...

My heart is crying and crying...