Already 3 weeks in advance diploma~

Today is the 3rd week for me in advance diploma in business management...
but don't know why,
i feel that i still can't handle the subjects..
it feel like very hard to handle it..
it just like really train us to be a professional...

last time when i was a diploma student,
i won't study even for the test,
but now,because i'm scare...
scare can't handle,scare can't catch up,
everyday reach home,
i sure will take out the note and study for it...

some more in advance diploma,
few best friend were leave....
so feel weird when whole gang of friend now left 6 people...
really miss them very much...

this few days can't online,
because my laptop send to "hospital"..
feel many things wan't to write here...
but now i am facing the college computer...
i don't know what can write...haix...

anyway,
the most important thing is i hope can fast fast handle the subjects..
and miss all my friend...